5/26/25 Monday - 7:26pm
gosh dang
i feel like i am VERY burnt out from the last several months, between thinking my dad was gonna die, and annoying job circumstances, and then all of may was so chaotic i can't believe its nearly over, the Reno trip and getting my wisdom teeth out WHILE crunching to cert a completely new project at work, and then i just pile on the financial bs and all the friend events happening on the weekends AAAAAAAAHHHH
it's just like that post i saw "i'm burning the candle at ends previously unseen"
GGGGGGHHHHHHH and i want to get back into creative work so bad but i feel like i REALLY need to change jobs soon or else imma run out of money FUCK
at least its a tad comforting to know that I'm not the only one struggling my balls off we're in a global (everything) recession or whatever blah blah blah. i just can't help but feel like my spark is getting dim. i'm sure i can recover with time... but dang shit is hard.
dog sitting for a friend this weekend was chill but STILL i just need to veg sooooo hard